Hello anyone, I am writing this draft while waiting for my next flight
to Surabaya. Usually, Makassar becomes my landing destination to go home but
right now it is being my transit spot. Anyway, I just had three weeks holiday
in Kendari and it was my first time going to Kendari. <3
Okay, I’ll tell you stories about my journey and this stories will be
divided into three parts. Let’s begin.
Part 1. From Banjarbaru to Kendari
Saturday, July 26th 2025
It was early in the morning and I already went to the airport. Finally,
I was leaving Banjarbaru. It had always been my wish to leave Kalimantan island.
I really wished to move to somewhere closer to my family since the beginning of
the year. I manifested it through putting it down on my 2025 board vision. I
was kinda delusional in January though.
I had lived in Kalimantan for three years and I thought that was so long
and it was time to leave. Maybe it was the effect of my nomaden childhood that
makes me always wanted to move if I already stayed in one place for so long.
And … I am so thankful to receive this opportunity to leave Kalimantan
even though the new place that I am going to come has never been in my plan.
In the airport, my plane got delayed as always. But I was accompanied by
my friends. They were my first friends in South Kalimantan and we went through
a lot of things together. We shared good and bad memories. We shared
experiences of first time being employed in a new place that we had never been
before. I am so grateful to meet and know them. Thank you so much for
the memories and the farewell gifts. I truly appreciate it and I will cherish it!
Around 10 a.m. I flew to Surabaya for transit. Huft. My journey was
still so long. Surabaya was always being my transit spot (before direct flight
to UPG from BDJ existed) and usually I bought some books in periplus here. But
that time I didn’t buy any book because first my bag was so heavy, second
I was going to live in Jawa again, third my wishlist book wasn’t
there.
I was moving without adding more baggage. I only used the 10 kg free
baggage space because I didn’t want to pay more. The ticket is already expensive. I can’t understand why lion
air only gives the passenger 10 kg baggage space? Indonesia is a big country
(someone said that). But why the only affordable plane ticket to go to the East
is only lion air? Who made this regulation? Once again, I am just a WNI.
I waited in Juanda Airport and of course the plane got delayed. At 1
p.m., I flew to Makassar for second transit. I also got delayed. At 6 p.m.,
finally I could fly to Kendari. Anyway, it was my first time didn’t cry while
flying from Makassar. I am such a
crybaby actually. I just want to stay closer to my mom and my
grand family. And another sad truth is … it’s been 11 years since the last time
I lived with my mom.
In 2016, 2017, 2022, 2023, 2024, and recently in April 2025, I always
cry in the airplane while going away from this island. That hollow feeling
everytime I had to leave Makassar, was kind of depressing hahahaha.
I know sometimes life could be so weird. Actually, I only visit Makassar and Parepare for holiday but my stay here is always longer than three weeks. During high school, I always had a one-month holiday and I always go home here. So uhm honestly I hadn’t ever lived in Makassar. I didn’t even spend my high school here (I spend my teenage years in Purwokerto #ngapakpride).
I was just manifesting to live in Makassar because words are pray. And I
feel so homey when I am in Parepare.
Life is so strange. I was not born in Sulawesi island but why do
I feel so home here?
At 7 p.m., I landed for the first time in Haluoleo Airport. My first
impression toward Kendari, it was a very smoll town. The airport was like a
regency airport. The town was not really crowded. I had never been going to
Kendari before but I already called this town as home.
Another fun fact, all of my siblings had already been to Kendari and my
grand family (grandparents, mommy, and her siblings) used to live in this
province too but not in Kendari. I really want to go the place where my mom
spent her teenagehood but yesterday my stay in Kendari was too short. :(
Once again, I found a new home.
*p.s. I continue writing this after I arrived in Malang.
Part 2. Slow Living
July 26th-August 16th 2025
While I was staying in Kendari, I spent my time with my mom; cooking,
baking, crocheting, gardening, watching movies, reading books, and attending
kajian sunnah. There was no schedule and for a moment I could slow down. I
didn’t have to hurry for anything and it was really nice. I could take time to fully
learn how to crochet and even bake cakes. I played with the cats who came into
the house just for foods. I went to the mall with my mom and ate in a
restaurant (that later we tried to recook at home).
I was so happy to be at home with mom because all these past 11 years I couldn’t spend much times with my mom. I only spent time with her only during holiday. During my stay, we made a lot of cakes and tried many new recipes.
Just like the old days. Even though life is agony, life can give us sweet bites. I think that’s just the way the world works.
Besides enjoying my holiday at home, I also explored a new place that I
hadn’t been before. It was the Moramo Waterfall. OHHHHH, the waterfall and the
forest surround it were awesome. Truly the real rain forest! The waterfall was
refreshing and beautiful. It was also quite because I went there in weekday.
I also went to some kind of place to picnic with mommy’s friends. In this some picnic place, I tried archery for the first time and horse-riding (that was failed because I was a scaredy cat).
Then, I met my mom’s friends there. They were so kind, sweet, and fun.
Even one of her friend gave my mom a persian kitten two days before my flight
to Surabaya.
I wish I could stay in Kendari. I would be very grateful if I could work
there.
Part 3. Malang Chapter 2
Saturday, August 16th 2025
Okay. This was the bittersweet part. As I said before, I never liked the
part when the plane took me away from Sulawesi. (TMI, the plane that day was so
on time. The ticket said boarding at 7 am and it flew exactly at 7 am. What a
rare moment for lion air). I wanted to be near my family. But, how could I
waste an opportunity to get education?
And anyway, this is Malang Chapter 2. Why? Long-short
story my family had ever lived here before for nine months from September 2013
to July 2014.
Once again, life is weird. My 14 years old self would never expect I am
going back here after 11 years. When I left Malang that time, my younger self
had a feeling I wouldn’t go back like … I knew it was the last time I could
gather with my core family.
But here I am. Going back. Alone hehehe.
Anyway, several pieces of 2014 were kind of saddening that I lost some
of my memories. :D
This town held some of memories that I already forget. However, as I already
stay here for a week, the roads seem familiar and I get déjà vu? Did I ever pass this road before? The smell is so close to home that I
kinda forget? (For me, every town has different smell and I’d rather remember
places by their smell. An article stated that scent is the only sense that was
brought to the emotion and memories sensory function in brain. In another word, scent
could evoke memories. Hope this legit.)
Uh, it is normal, right?
Humans tend to forget their happy moments and torment theirselves with
bad memories. Humans are weird creatures. My brain juice couldn’t comprehend it
any other time.
Actually, going back to the town I’ve been before is not a new thing for
me. Since elementary school, I had been through some thing like this. I started
SD in Bekasi, moving place to place, then went back to Bekasi again before SD
graduation. Then, I used to live in Bintaro during SD and somehow I went to
college in Bintaro. I used to go to SMP in Malang and now somehow I went to
college (again) in Malang.
Well, maybe that is just human’s life way. Bizarre. To be honest, I
don’t know what to reflect. I am 25 years old … somehow I had been living in so
many places with different culture and people only in one country (wish I could
go outside this country with my family someday). I think … that is just the effect of living
in archipelagos country.
As I grow older, I have a wish to settle down in a town which is closer
to my family, just like any other people. And I wish there would be someone who
would accept me even though I am my life is a little bit weird.
The conclusion is: I am so thanful for these past two months. I could go to Kendari. And … I start studying in Malang again. Thank you for
anyone who stumbled upon my blog and read my yapping.
X
Nanda
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